September 24, 2010

~warkah cinderella 54~ !!hopes!!


~dear my love mr b~
i really mish eu..
i want to visit eu..
but...
huuuuuuuu....


sye maw cite byk2 sama kamoo...
may until september..
sye tglkan kamoo..
skrg sye kembali...


okeyh!!
maw cite psl kehidupan saye skrg..

~pekerjaan~
saye sekarang da bekerja..
keje bese2 je..
tiap2 pg bgn pkol 6..
6.30 g keje..
masok keje pkol 7.30..
then balik pkol 5.00..
rest2 wat keje umah..
tido..
bgn tdo...
repeat the same thing...

~hati~
hati saye mencari2..
setiap hari tros mencari..
owh saye xtaw pe yg sye cari..
hidup saye seperti xlengkap..
fikiran saye tros berfikir..
keep on thinking...


gamba saye yg d latest??
hahaha..
maken sehat =p
alhamdulillah =p
chanteq tu xla..
tp manis tu ade =p
wakakakakaka...



chenta??

hahaha..hot topic...
chenta sye pde Mr N da ilang..
skrg hati sye lbey tenang..
Dia??
yeee..saye da lupe tros kt die..
sbb??
hahaha..die yg wat sye lupa kt die..
one day klo kite jumpa n sye cam xknal tu faham2 la ye..
sbb sye da lupe kt kamoo..
nk komen2 or sembang ngn kamoo pon sye xmo..
ble nmpk je muka kamoo sye ase nk muntah..
same asenye ble sye hadap jln ulang alik g keje tu..
ase nk muntah..


~decision~
apple..
sowy ye sgt!!
sye xbermaksud nk tglkkan kamoo sorg2 kt situ..
tp sye cannot go with dat life..
saye wisau la g keje jaoh2 cmtu..
saye wisau anything happen during my journey there...
dear..
i already make decision..
i want to have a rest..
i am too tired with my life..
i want doing something dat can make me happy everyday..
i do not find it yet..
but i keep on searching for it..

hidup ni umpama sehelai kain putih..
kite harus mencorakkannya..
tp sye maseh lg tercari2 warna-warna indah utk mencorakkannya..
sometimes people around us help to make it beautiful..
tp hati saye.....
tuhan je yg taw...

tbe2 saye teringat yang saye ade wat sajak..
waktu di penang..
sewaktu dengar aeroplane dok pusing2 ats kepala...
hahaha..wat sajak =p
cm pelik kan..
tgu next post la..sye post sajak tu =p
cbe bakat terpendam =p


k la mr b...
hope dat i dont leave eu alone after dis =p
love eu..
mwah2 =p





May 21, 2010

~warkah cinderella 53~ !!smile!!

dear mr blog..
i mish eu so much..
finally finish 2.5 months at harvard..
a lot of story i want to share with eu..
happiness n sadness..

mode : happy

finally..
i have found someone can make me smile..
i do not really know what so special about him..
but..
when i am looking at his face, i am smiling..
thanks god for giving me d opportunity to smile again..

dear mr N..
thanks coz u found d key of my heart..
and u make me smile again..
even u said dat u already have a gf..
but my heart asked me to try my best to get u..
until today my heart said dat u do not have gf..
dats why i am trying my best to get u..
why i dont treat u d same way with other guys there..
because u r so special for me..
and u r d only one dat i like d most there..
and now..
u r d one in my heart..
i love u..yes i do..

mode : unhappy

saya xley nak puaskan hati semua org..
klo kite buat jahat for sure org xsuke kt kite..
tp klo kite da buat baek pon still de org xsuke kt kite..
so..
biarla saye jage hati saye sendiri..
saye suda xlarat nk jage hati org..
saya maafkan semua yg mengata psl saye..
saye malas nk fikir bende2 yg xpenting cmtu..
kita hidup pon xlama kt dunia nih..
nnt akan pulang kepada DIA..
selagi mata masih terbuka dan selagi masih bernafas..
buatlah perkara2 yg baek..
suka atau x semuanya abstrak..
jgn la tanam sifat dengki dalam diri..
cbe menerima keburukan org len..
dan cbe tegur mane2 yg perlu..
sebelom benci kt org..
belajarlah kenal hati budi org tu dlu..
x kenal maka x chenta..
dat is true..

xsemestinya yg bersinar itoo cantik..
xsemestinya yg malap itoo buruk..
xsemestinya yg diam itoo baik..
xsemestinya yg bising itoo jahat..


renung2kan...


all d memories at harvard give me a lot of experienced and also transformed me to be matured thinker...

dis is not about eu..
but..
it is about me..


~ i'M oNLy mE aNd ThAts aLL i CaN bE ~ No MoRe No LeSS dOnT sEcoNd GuEsS ~ U mAy NoT LiKe mE BuT tHaTS oKaY cUz tHiS iS mE aNd hOw i'LL sTAy ~




April 22, 2010

~warkah cinderella 52~ !!2 years!!



dear mr blog..
today is d day..
2 years being single..
i am too success to go through it..

it is about my heart..
no one find d key of my heart..
so it still remain d same..
nothing inside..
if u want to full it with love..
u need to search d key of my heart..
all d best =p

it is about my hair..
2 years i don't cut my hair..
i am in love with my hair..
everyday become longer and longer..
yesterday it is just above d shoulder..
and now just near my waist..
i am so proud of it..

it is about 22 april..
today..
just now a lot of work to do..
got headache.
maybe i am too tired..
now..
all my friend are not here..
alone in my room..
don't have any feeling..
just missed my mr blog..

it is about tomorrow..
tomorrow is gift..
thats why we called it present..
so i want really nice present for my self..

kita hanya mampu merancang..
dan DIA menentukan semua..
kerana..
DIA adalah MAHA HEBAT dan MAHA BERKUASA..

yakinlah kita akan menerima yang terbaik dari NYA..