April 22, 2010

~warkah cinderella 52~ !!2 years!!



dear mr blog..
today is d day..
2 years being single..
i am too success to go through it..

it is about my heart..
no one find d key of my heart..
so it still remain d same..
nothing inside..
if u want to full it with love..
u need to search d key of my heart..
all d best =p

it is about my hair..
2 years i don't cut my hair..
i am in love with my hair..
everyday become longer and longer..
yesterday it is just above d shoulder..
and now just near my waist..
i am so proud of it..

it is about 22 april..
today..
just now a lot of work to do..
got headache.
maybe i am too tired..
now..
all my friend are not here..
alone in my room..
don't have any feeling..
just missed my mr blog..

it is about tomorrow..
tomorrow is gift..
thats why we called it present..
so i want really nice present for my self..

kita hanya mampu merancang..
dan DIA menentukan semua..
kerana..
DIA adalah MAHA HEBAT dan MAHA BERKUASA..

yakinlah kita akan menerima yang terbaik dari NYA..





April 18, 2010

~warkah cinderella 51~ !!almost 2 years!!

dear mr blog..
it is almost 2 years..
it is all about my heart..
what is going to happen after 2 years??
is it still the same??

dear mr cinta..
it is almost 2 years i am waiting for u..
and i am here still waiting for u..
if u r d one for me..
please do come to me..
but..
if u r not the one..
please go away from me..

it is not easy to go through dis..
but i must be strong to go through it..
thanks God for d challenges..
times make me become more matured..
know what is rite and what is wrong..
thanks for d experienced dat i've gone through..
without d experienced..
i am not like now..
times change everything..
and for dat reason..
i really agree with eu..
times can change the world..

it is not easy to have dis courage to go through dis..
but remember..
if we lose something..
we will gain something dat much better..
TRUST HIM..
HE KNOWS EVERYTHING..

p/s: juz expression before d day =p


April 11, 2010

~warkah cinderella 50~ !!crying!!e

dear mr blog..
just want to publish song dat make me cry tonite..

Pada Syurga Di Wajah Mu

Artist: Nash
Tuhan sengaja menduga kita
Di mana kesabaran manusia
Engkau isteri yang ku sanjungi
Lambang semangat cinta dunia

Pasti engkau terkenangkan
Peristiwa semalam
Saatku menggadaikan cinta
Pada onak dan duri asmara

Entah di mana akal fikiran
Hingga sesat di jalan yang terang
Ini suratan yang diberikan
Menguji kekuatan jiwa

Waktu engkau ku lupakan
Dalam kemarau panjang
Betapa hatimu rela
Demi melihatku bahagia

Kau menahan segala siksa
Di hati hanya berdoa
Mengharapkan aku kan pulang
Agar terang cahaya

Ku yang hanyut di arus dosa
Di laut ribut melanda
Dan berenang ke pelabuhan
Kasih sayang sebenar

Air mata cinta darimu
Ku menjadi rindu
Pada syurga di wajahmu
Tiada tanda kau berdosa

Biar aku cium tangan mu
Membasuh lumpur di muka
Ku yang hanyut berarus dosa
Di laut ribut melanda

Kau menahan segala seksa
Di hati hanya berdoa
Ku berenang ke pelabuhan
Mencari cinta sebenar

Kan ku tahan apa hukuman
Di hati hanya berdoa
Biar aku cium tangan mu
Sekali lagi bersama

Bukan sekali jalan berduri
Hanya tuhan yang pasti
Mengerti...

mengalir air mata yg teramat sgt..
sbb??
sebenarnye letih sangat..
1 week without rest..
then nk g karok tp xde kereta nk kua..
so dok la bilik..
karok lam bilik je..
da xhirau da kt org seblah..
as long as i'm happy..

penanggungan perasaan yg begitu berat..
penat..stress..gangguan jiwa..
mengakibatkan air mata saye mengalir sgt deras..
sometimes we need to cry..
lepaskan semua yg membebankan perasaan..

now..
i am tired..
just want to sleep..
huuuuuuuuu...

entry ke 50 adelah entry air mata kesedihan..
buka air mata kegembiraan..
bulan 4 adelah bulan yg sgt tragis dalam hidup saya..
bulan kemanisan bermula dan juga merupakan bulan kesedihan..
i love august!!
just waiting for dat month..

offline mode...