~warkah cinderella 53~ !!smile!!

dear mr blog..

i mish eu so much..

finally finish 2.5 months at harvard..

a lot of story i want to share with eu..

happiness n sadness..

mode : happy

finally..

i have found someone can make me smile..

i do not really know what so special about him..

but..

when i am looking at his face, i am smiling..

thanks god for giving me d opportunity to smile again..

dear mr N..

thanks coz u found d key of my heart..

and u make me smile again..

even u said dat u already have a gf..

but my heart asked me to try my best to get u..

until today my heart said dat u do not have gf..

dats why i am trying my best to get u..

why i dont treat u d same way with other guys there..

because u r so special for me..

and u r d only one dat i like d most there..

and now..

u r d one in my heart..

i love u..yes i do..

mode : unhappy

saya xley nak puaskan hati semua org..

klo kite buat jahat for sure org xsuke kt kite..

tp klo kite da buat baek pon still de org xsuke kt kite..

so..

biarla saye jage hati saye sendiri..

saye suda xlarat nk jage hati org..

saya maafkan semua yg mengata psl saye..

saye malas nk fikir bende2 yg xpenting cmtu..

kita hidup pon xlama kt dunia nih..

nnt akan pulang kepada DIA..

selagi mata masih terbuka dan selagi masih bernafas..

buatlah perkara2 yg baek..

suka atau x semuanya abstrak..

jgn la tanam sifat dengki dalam diri..

cbe menerima keburukan org len..

dan cbe tegur mane2 yg perlu..

sebelom benci kt org..

belajarlah kenal hati budi org tu dlu..

x kenal maka x chenta..

dat is true..

xsemestinya yg bersinar itoo cantik..

xsemestinya yg malap itoo buruk..

xsemestinya yg diam itoo baik..

xsemestinya yg bising itoo jahat..

renung2kan...

all d memories at harvard give me a lot of experienced and also transformed me to be matured thinker...

dis is not about eu..

but..

it is about me..

~ i'M oNLy mE aNd ThAts aLL i CaN bE ~ No MoRe No LeSS dOnT sEcoNd GuEsS ~ U mAy NoT LiKe mE BuT tHaTS oKaY cUz tHiS iS mE aNd hOw i'LL sTAy ~