~warkah cinderella 125~!!Page 19 of 2015!!

Dear Mr B and all readers..
Assalamualaikum and hola..

Day 19.. January 2015

My bestfriend getting married on 18012015.. Congratulations to ros and man! For the first time being a bridesmaid and everything went well eventhough I forgot to bring a tissue.. I mean for the first time standing on a stage and makes me wanna cry..hahaha.. Meeting old friends and remind of old memories makes me happy.. The most famous question yesterday was "when you're getting married?".. It makes me blush!

To be true, at the age of soon to be 28 I still don't have boyfriend.. Yes! Single lady with a beautiful heart!! Hahaha.. There's a lot of people want to be a matchmaker.. But.. It's all about my heart.. I don't know either.. Maybe after this when people try to do this matchmaking process, getting bored and will said yes.. (terpaksa?)

I just don't really know what I want.. Everything that I want it's hard to get..
And I don't have courage to wish what I want anymore.. I just let it go and wish everything goods keep on coming..

19 days in January got a bad news.. Being rejected by the universities to further study makes me lose hope.. Being rejected to be part of Mara teachers also makes me feel sad!

I don't really know, what's God planning for me.. Being strong is the daily supplement that I really need.. If you ask me today what I want, I just don't know..

I can't think anything.. Phd? getting married? stable job? And pressure by others makes me want to go somewhere where I can stand with my on feet..

I'm trying hard in my own way! Please don't pressure me.. I'm hurt inside.. And keep on thinking to run away..far far away to live my own life!

And the 2015 just begin......

~warkah cinderella 124~ !!December 2014!!

Assalammualaikum and hye Mr B..
It's been a while since my last post..
At the end of the year i'm jobless..
Don't know which path should I take..
Don't know either where should I go, left or right..
I lost in my journey of life..
And it is December 2014..

Lately, so many things happened in my life.. I just don't know and keep on moving.. Everything is missing in my life.. Career?? Relationship?? But I am blessed that I have the best parents in the world.. They went for umrah almost 2 weeks and I learned how important they are in my life.. How I really missed my mom and my dad..How I need to be strong being alone in my own house.. And I had fever because I really missed my parents..
And it is December 2014..

A few days, I keep dreaming about a guy that always be by my side and unfortunately I don't really know him.. He is lovable and always protect me from dangers..and still can't recognised him till today.. I can't see his face.. But I know he is everywhere whenever I need him..
And it is December 2014..

~warkahcinderella 123~ !! September 2014!!

Assalammualaikum and hye Mr B..
It's first September 2014..
It's not late to wish Happy Merdeka to all Malaysian and happy holidays too..
To all silent readers, hopefully you enjoy reading here..

Currently, i'm fighting with my innerself to be strong 💪 like MaleK Noor.. Yeah, i'm not really genius like Einstein but i'm a kind of hardworking person to finish whatever I have started..

Please pray for me to have a great job and a great husband..Currently i'm in the middle of forgetting someone.. Not as hard as the first one.. Maybe next year will be settle for everything..

I'm hoping that everyone who is reading 📖 my blog will pray for a great things will happened in my life..

Last but not least, thanks for your time to read my blog.. May Allah ease our journey here and the hereafter..And lastly, I Love you So much..